Chris... the holidays are approaching so fast. I can't say they've snuck up on us because we've been realizing these days are getting closer. Please Chris give us strength to get through this. I miss you so much and I know there will be a huge void at Thanksgiving and Christmas because there is a huge void everyday. There has been since the day you left us. There are still many days where I can't believe that this has happened. Maybe I never will. I can never get use to the idea that you aren't here but the hours, the days and the months just keep going by. Please watch over mom this weekend as she makes this journey. I know that you are with us everyday and in every way. I've seen you in the pictures and I know it's you because I can feel it. I know it's you letting us know that you haven't left us. The past Saturdays with Jayden are bittersweet. We don't have you but we have him. It's so hard sometimes to hear him ask for you and to hear him say what is yours. He hasn't forgotten you and I know that you have made sure of that by being with him, but I want you to know we are keeping to our part down here. Chris, I'll never know what God had planned for you that early morning you left but I know he must have needed you to take you so early. I love you so much and I hope that you can feel just how much that is because I think about you all the time. Forgive me for the days where I break down, and I can't promise that there won't be more days like that now, but know that we are all trying. I love and miss you always Christopher... Love Your Big Sis Amy