Christopher, I love you so much and I hope that you know that. I'm trying so hard to make it and some days are unbearable. Every day I look for you and I wait for you, but I know that you are off in the skies somewhere living a wonderful life. I know how much you must miss us, because we miss you even more than that. Please Chris, just help us, guide our steps and on the days when we are at our saddest or our weakest, come to us and give us strength. I can only imagine what heaven looks like and I know one day you'll welcome me home the same way I know God and Grandma welcomed you. Tell Grandma I said hi and that I love and miss her. Try not to have too much fun without us. I love you Christopher, today, tomorrow and for always. ~Love your Big Sis Amy