Today is another day you have helped me overcome my saddness and my emptyness of not having you here with me. I cleaned your room yesterday again and each day that i go into that room it gets harder for me. I look for you in everything i see. I know when i go to your grave that you are not there because you are up above looking down on all of us my son. I miss you so much i look at your pictures and look at your videos so i never forget your voice your laughter and above all your smile. I could never stay mad long enough at you for that reason. Your smile always melted my heart and i would always forget why i was mad at you. What i would do to have you back?? I can't wait until we meet again my son one day real soon i hope. i love you chris.