Oh Chris I still can't believe the last time I saw you was going to be the last for me. It's been so hard these past 4 months since you have been gone. I feel such a void in my life because I brought 3 beautiful children into this world and now I am missing one in my everyday life. The pain is unbearable but, I know you were called home to do something great for someone else. I can't bring myself to ask God why because deep down inside I know why? I miss everything about you son you were there at home everyday of my 22 years with you and i miss you so dearly. I look at your pictures and I listen to your music because I never want to forget those memories about you. Chris I still haven't been able to say Goodbye to you because I don't want it to be Goodbye ever. I want you back here with us so bad even if its for one more day with you son. The love of a mother is so strong and yet it hurts so much not to bring you back. I know you are surrounded with alot of people who love you and who welcomed you home. Tell your grandma I said hello. When you need me just remember I will always be there for you son. Looking forward to the day we reunite as mother and son. Love you always and forever my only son. (I miss that MILLION DOLLAR SMILE of yours)