Today is your sons birthday and my heart aches because you aren't here with him to celebrate this day with him.I try so hard to hold back the tears but its so impossible because you are dearly missed by me. How could we have been seperated so early in life? Son my life is not the same and all I do is want to bring you back for Jayden and your sisters because they miss you so much. I try so hard to see you in everything that I see in life. I catch my self paying attention to the simplest things in life to see if you are sending me a sign that you are ok. I never thought July 23 was going to be the last time I would see you or your smile. That day is embeded in my brain for LIFE Christopher there will never be day that is GREAT anymore because you aren't here with us. Do you have your wings yet?? Are you ok? Can you still see us? Will you keep watching over us and never leave our side again? I know the answer to all the above and that's YES. I will keep you close my son that I promise you for life. Until we meet again "I love you Christopher". Love you always your Mom