I can't believe it's been 1 month since you left us here and seeing life is no longer. I hear the words about how heaven was needing a Hero and God picked the perfect Angel Hero when he chose you son. I miss you so much and my heart is broken without you here. It takes so much to be strong but, I know you being my son would want me to be strong so I am trying for you Chris. I am re-living raising you over the past 22 years of your life and those memories are oh so beautiful to me. I still see that have cracked smile you gave me that night. I have to believe that its true that Heaven was needing a Hero and it was you but at the same time I wasn't ready to give you up. But I know you have a job up there in Heaven and that's to take care of all of us down here. Please Chris give me signs every now and then just for old time sakes of getting on your nerves. That was my job son to protect you and to guide you and I know I raised a wonderful son with a good heart and a great soul. You will always be in my heart and in my mind forever. I love you Christopher Lee Gaona. I never thought we would ever say good-bye so soon but, I will one day make it up there with you and boy watch out then. Mama's back to continue to do my job and that's to be your mom always.