How I wish God would have warned me of what was to come by losing you that day. I know he needed you and I know you were on loan to me from him and when he called you home I knew I had to let you go. I miss you saying Mama what I would do to hear you say those words to me. My heart is broken Chris and I am so lost with trying to figure everything out and I can't. I have lost myself and the person I use to be... I miss you and I love you so much and I just want to be with you. I would feel this way if it was for any of ya'll. My job was to protect ya'll and to love ya'll and that day I feel I let you down!!! How could I have fallen asleep and not know something was wrong with you????? I will love you FOREVER my son and I look forward to seeing you again... Please know I always loved you and I will always miss you! Always remembered and never forgotten Christopher Lee Gaona.