So I was headed to lunch this afternoon and I decided I was going to call and invite you. Then it came to my mind, that you aren't here. How can that be? How can you not be here for me to call, to hug, to beat up, to laugh with... How is that? I dont understand. Everyday I miss you more and more and today just showed me how I still think of you as being here. I know that you're here in spirit, but it's not the same. I want to see you face, to hear your voice. I miss you Chris. I love you. I know that you will never be gone from our lives, because we carry you everywhere we go. See you in a few hours little brother. I love you. Love Your Big Sis, Amy