Today has been 2 weeks and 5 days since you left us. The pain hurts as much as today as it did that awful afternoon that we learned you were gone. I miss you so much Chris and my heart aches. I don't know what to do with all this pain and grief. It's so tough to not have you around and to see your smile or to hear your "insightful" thoughts on life and how the world is. I miss watching you kick off your shoes when you come in mom's house, I miss you calling and needing me for something, I miss seeing you drive by, I miss the loud knock on my apartment door, I miss you. I know that you had a bigger job to do and that is why you're gone, but I dont understand Chris. Help me to understand why it is God needed such an amazing person like you so soon. I love you so much little brother. I am and will always be your big sister. No time will change the title God himself gave to me, when mom and dad gave you life. Love always, Your Big Sister Amy