It has been the roughest 2 wks and 3 days since my son left me behind oi this world without him. My son was the best son ever and he had a heart of gold. He could touch the coldest person in the world with his words alone. I loved his laughter and I loved how he refused to move out because of seperation issues is what he would say to me. He brought tears to my eyes at times but there was nothing I wouldn't have done for him. He was my "mamas boy to the end". I would love to see him around his son because he would make that little boys face light up everytime he would see his daddy. He had that look of falling madly in love with his son all over again. I feel empty and I feel hurt and above all I feel alone because he is no longer here. I know he is in a better place right now where he doesn't feel pain or saddness and I am thankful to God for taking him and for comforting him since I can't be there with him. Please Lord watch over my little boy until I can be there with him. Christopher Lee Gaona I love you and I will never allow your son to forget about you much less any of us. In Jesus name I promise this to you my son. Love always your mom