My dear son how I miss hearing your voice and seeing your handsome face in the mornings and even in the afternoons. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you and the person you would have become today. You lived your life the way Christopher wanted to with no regrets I'm sure. I loved how you would push my buttons on what you could get away with. I miss seeing you wash your truck on the weekends with your music playing. I am trying so hard to be strong for you but it is HARD to put on a happy face each day when my heart is broken into so many pieces. What helps me get through my days is your quote"ONLY THE STRONG SURVIVE". I live by that each day and I realize I am still here because of you and God and that ya'll are not ready for me yet up in Heaven. I would have given up anything in the world if I could have saved you that day son. Please continue to shine and smile and send me my little signs that you are so good at sending me every now and then son. Always remember that I love you and I always will love you and miss you more than you will ever understand. Love your mom